With your due date being a short five months away, I wanted to write my first letter to you. These past three months have been filled with many ups and downs and life changing experiences. I truly believe that "everything happens for a reason" and that one day, everything will fall into place and all of these unexpected changes will make perfect sense and form a life I wouldn't want any other way.
Things I've loved about having you be a part of me:
- Reading you books during bedtime
- Singing at the top of my lungs to every song that comes on the radio and picturing you rolling your eyes and covering your ears
- Never feeling alone, no matter how alone I feel
- Seeing the world through sober eyes and rediscovering all the things I enjoyed to do with my time before my weekends were spent in bars and partying
- Having someone that I love and care about more than myself
- Day dreaming of what you will look like, how you will act, and all of the fun things I want to teach and show you
- Realizing what is truly important in life and enjoying the little things
- Having a reason to constantly better myself in order to give you the best life possible and be a role model for you to help you lead a successful life
- Listening to your little heart beat every night before bed and hearing you squirm around as if I'm annoying you with the doppler
- Being cautious of everything I do, say, eat, and drink for the safety of you and in return, the safety of myself
"For I know the plans I have for you. Plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." ~ Jeremiah 29:11
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